Dreams Of Tomorrow

2008-05-03T13:55:00.001+08:00

hi i m very hungry
very very hungry
really very hungry
super duper hungry
so so so hungry
so damn hungry
very super hungry
i m hungry

2008-01-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

diao. test test

2008-01-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

History test tmr!
so now i revising. seriously i read web is better.

World War 1 in 1914 :
1)Empire building
2)Communications easier
3)Industrailization

more jobs
more reading
higher&lower standard of living
more changes
more poor got poorer
more rich got richer
more people wanted CHANGES!

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Trigger factor :
1)Breakdown of Turkish Empire
2)Archduke Franz Ferdinand(Austria) assasinated

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Causes:
N.A.M.P.A

Nationalism
Alliances
Militarism
Planning for war
Arms race

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Effects :
Egg Popiah Salad

Economic
1)Physical damage to countries
2)Debt(esp for Germany)

Political
1)Nationalism
2)No big empires
3)Self-determination
4)US isolate

Social
1)Desire for equality
2)Death of males

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NEXT!
Russia(chaos)

Long Term effect :
1)Geographical
- too big size
- too many ppl

2)Climate
-too cold

3) Russia system of government was RIGID!
- parliment no say
- ppl wanted CHANGES!

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Short Term Effects:
95% of Russian's population was poor
Farmers WERE NOT landowners
Karl Marx introduced Communism
Standard of living decrease in towns
LACK OF FOOD = ANGER!
" a hungry person is a angry person"

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Trigger factor :
1)World War 1
-Men went to fight ; decrease is manpower ; decrease in food&fuel
2)Limited food+fuel sent to soldiers living in trenches
-Soldiers were unhappy due to high death rate

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Soldiers + Farmers = Russian Revolution (R.R)

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LAST!
After war:

Economic ; Political ; Social changes

Economic :
- Germany was in DEBT
- Land redistributed except Germany

Political :
- Allies V.S Axis
- Germany (pulled out of war last min)
- Russia was now communist after war
- Treaty of Versailles
- Too much nationalism
- More countries in Europe after Turkey broke away

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U.S.A

- Wilson of USE wanted self-determination for countries, but not everyone agreed.
-USA (NOT AFFECTED) why?
1. Too rich & too far & too late entered the war
2. Loan $$ to the Allies
3. Wilson wanted to join the League Of Nations BUT american public will NOT allow involvement

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Social :
- Reaction of German public to accept terms of the Treaty Of Versailles?
EMBARRASSING!

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ah! i forgot bring history workbook back -.-
ok nvm i shall read it tmr in sch! ;D
kay i go study le.

2008-01-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

ah ya short post.
today :
drowsy bio ~.~ hmwk!
get back maths paper : 11/25 if no STUPID careless mistakes i get 20 le -.-
hmt : CBQ sucks! gan jiong kia -.- now i need to study for ting xie le lah shit!
recess : eat lo. so boring
history : omg ms.k is finally back! so she pulled up tdae's overall mood. even though tmr got test
ce : potato tan not around. we need to deco our table. so mine sucks anyway. eunice is the most professional one.
eng : i laughed cause i saw iman laugh until her specs drop down (i'm laughing now xD)

aft sch : went to lot1 with ailin+vanessa
bought stickers and vanessa bought her wrapping paper for the table.
oh ya i saw smtn!
gift a name&more than words ; got this blue underwater wrapping paper, then both shops also got sell. The same thing, but gift a name is $1 while more than words is $0.40 . so common sense is know next time go where buy.
ranked from most ex to cheap:

minitoons($1.20),gift a name($1),more than words($0.40)

ok there was one stupid thing i did.
i walk out of lot1, then i suddenly rmbr need to buy food for my mother, so i went back in.
then when i go in i forgot the go down escalator is where so i walked one big round -.-
thats not the funny part yet hor. i keep calling my mother but she nvr pick up, so i call my hse, also no one pick up. then i go down the escalator i suddenly rmbr why no one pick up. cause tdae my mother go hospital to check on her arm so i no need buy food for her.
so i like gong kia, go down reached basement i walk straight to the escalator and walked up again and finally walked out -.-
so i wasted abt 10min doing nothing but making a fool of myself -.-
diao leh.

kk i go bathe now.
update more ltr (:

2008-01-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

my pm now : today is tuesday. so cool -.-
tdae aiya talk what? nothing lo xD
p.e ; chem ; recess ; maths test(flunkedxD) ; hmt
ok tdae is just like yesterday which is before today and after yesterday's yesterday.
diaooooooooo -.-

MATHS TEST SUCKS!

i laughed alot at mac. laugh until full you know -.-
laugh until can puke :S

ok anyway i updated.
how can you tell?
read this sentence : i have updated.
ya from there lo -.- dumb. LOL retarded me.
ok la i updated. anyway hor xunwei, my blog is put 7post de. so i must have 7 more new post before the photos will disappear xP too bad.
kay i go watch CSI le.
byebye :)

2008-01-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

uhh... today i don't want post anything lah.
very busy then tmr still have maths test wtf -.-
oh yar, today's assembly was total hell ~.~
why out batch so suay? every bad thing we kena. wtf lor!
now bra want catch, hair want catch, skirt want catch, everything want catch
why not call Nerds can le lah, still call students -.-
btw, sec3 adventure camp sucks lah! not fun at all ~.~ wish i don't have to go!

diaoooooooooooooo i go play game le.
ltr still need study for maths x.x

oh. Indicies.

2008-01-20T12:18:00.001+08:00

PHOTO TIME!

shh... they dunno they were being taken of.

snapshots : too small cause either they walk too fast or we walk too slow. can see jeron's white bag?

aha! now can see? jeron is the one in black and xunwei is the one in white. i don't dare go take their photos with them knowing :x
in the lan shop : chaoyan is always anti-camera. not camera shy ah. is anti-camera

night mode is a bit lag one. see jeron's head moving LOL

this is xunwei :)

and this is jeron :)

so this is the end of this post.

2008-01-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

chaoyan lazy so she ask me update first.
lets update on yesterday's outing

ppl involved : jeron ; xunwei ; chaoyan ; me
venue : Cathay & Parklane
things : psp ; movie tickx ; popcorn ; drinks

ok yest went to cathay with chaoyan to watch ONE MISSED CALL with xunwei&jeron.
me and chaoyan late for 1hr. sorry ~~not my fault ah~~.
bought tickx, then jeron&xunwei like each walk one side -.- so must "force" them to walk tgt and talk.
then bought today's special : 2 drinks 1 popcorn
they also buy the same thing LOL.
and i think jeron's friends were there cause he cannot be talking to strangers -.-
went up and played psp.
ok then we go in, i say alrdy don't so early go in watch stupid ad -.- but we still went in anyway

ok. here's the seating arrangement :
chaoyan ; me ; xunwei ; jeron

then we got spooked by the ad! -.- the horror movie haven't even start we alrdy kena spooked by ad. wtf so timid! :x
okay then start le.
jeron don't dare watch cause the starting is damnnn horror ~.~
i think chaoyan screamed lah. she keep lying on me and screaming so near me i almost deaf -.-
and xunwei? like so calm seh. eat popcorn ; watch and laugh.

kaoeh !

then not so scary le aft that. just the same thing keep repeating and repeating... excpt some parts i still scared lah.
so sometimes i lean towards chaoyan, sometimes i lean towards xunwei. jeron? he started to love the show -_-
ok then i rmbr once chaoyan SCREAMED beside my ear -.- i think i haven't kena spooked by the movie i alrdy kena spooked by her screams. doorbell ring she also want to scream wtf -.-
and hor...
the monster that was on the poster of one missed call, you know the one that the eyes are nose and mouth that ugly thing?
it nvr appeared at all so... WTF?! I KENA SCAMMED!
i was like wanting to see how the monster will be like in the movie then nothing came out -.-

oh yar. one thing that is scary is that u imagine u in a underground basement all alone and the place is like very small with a dead body couching there then it suddenly move and chase and talk to you. its like... eee... my hair all standing up le ~.~

show ended
jeron keep singing the ringtone. Lol
went toilet
went to NUM & spinthebottle.
but chaoyan nvr buy the naked slippers. why? cause there wrote :

naked slippers for naked people

LOL! wear lah wear lah! i see you naked xD

went to Parklane cause the 2 boooyyyys wanted to play lan.
then we went in.
the chair down there is idiotic! u lean forward it will bom forward, you lean back you will bom back!
then i like almost wanna fall like that and chaoyan still can laugh at me -.-
thanks ah wth.
then we left, said byebye :( we nvr at dinner leh.
and sat chaoyan's mum car go home.

on the car ; xunwei sms me cause he bored. and we just said byebye like 5mins ago? LOL
then jeron also sms ty aft xunwei sms ty. xunwei's one is like compo LOL :x

time to jio ppl :
WHO WANT GO XUNWEI'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION?!
HE TREAT ABALONE, LOBSTER, SHARK FIN & MANY MANY MORE!
come one! come all! make him broke! LOL.
he said i can invite anyone i want de. so ppl who like to kok ppl's $$ pls come :)
oh yar. you must bring a present for the birthday boy xD
kay & jeron : ppl thank you just accept lah, no need care for what de.

kk chat with fei online , he bought shoes, clothes and new new things. aiya heck, he bought new stuffs, for new year i think? if not for going out with meili? xP

kk thats all
i go do hmwk le.
oh and nice to meet you again glenn (:
& thanks ailin for the ringtone LOL
& chaoyan is not someone u will want to go watch horror movie with.
& fei i want see your new stuffs. ALL ah
& end! :D

the good thing that happened yesterday :
xunwei&jeron are friends again! yay! :)

2008-01-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

woah! okay update (:

today have...
history : tchr food poison nvr come ):
chem : mdm mok is boring & ilham ate mamee
a maths : getting into the chim stage of log
recess : eat la what else -.-
a maths(again) : understood log. no got abit cloudy le. but i think i will sort it out
hmt(suck ass) : stupid CBQ made us write a compo of more than 600words describing a object and you must be "somehow" related to how this object is to you. and must complete it in 2periods. you must be mad! -.-
bio : i somehow forgotten what happened... hmm. OH! tchr nvr come also! wow -.- they on strike ah? =x

aft sch : went to clementi with yanzhu+limin. wanted to go see Ngee Ann Poly Open House but we cannot find the shuttle bus so nvm. went to eat at the food court and walked around. i can rmbr yanzhu go toilet, limin go guardian. and they want to buy adidas spray perfume. ohoh and limin wanted to buy the dig ear stick LOL. ok sit train... yanzhu go to don'tknow whoose house at PHOENIX. not phonix -.-

ok reached home
psp
com
xunwei
fei
bathe
out
bike
ride
dinner
end.

to make my blog not seem to be ~~plain and wordy~~, here's the picture of the day!
Mr K wrote : LACK OF SLEEP !
which i personally TOTALLY agree!
Mr K is who? dunno leh. Mr Khor? Mr Khoo? Mr Kaoeh?

hahas. yeahs~
end le lah stop looking xD
sat sat sat ~.~
stop scaring yourself to death lah uncle, boys more dangerous than girls!

GIRLS ROCKS!

but bf rocks more to me! LOL

2008-01-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

wakao lah!
RETARDED!

logarithm is a piece of cake -.-
easy like...
and potato tan down there describe until so chim

lucky kevin say Amaths u rmbr all the formulas u can do liao.
no wonder -.-
so correct sia.
i've nvr seen a more easy topic than logarithm.

fk you amaths!

ok i'm in a good mood now cause i feel smarter aft doing amaths
mm. tdae...
usual boring usual boring
history still top my list of fav.
i think maths can be second lah, cause these 2 sub is the most NOT boring subjects.
see the list

chem : sleepy
bio : chim + drowsy
hmt : CBQ no need me tell le lah...
eng : adrain ng. got fear got fear
hist : full of energy!
emaths+amaths : brain-wrecking
ce : slacking period. must relax!

Ilham still cannot rmbr my name -.-
oh and chenhan laughed loudly in class today.
not loud lah, actually is just at the right time tchr talk finish the class quiet,
then i tell him "i also lah chenhan, see! he say i do redundant steps -.- "
and he laughed.
the whole class heard
horhor!
bball captain sze chuan went to fight forgot which sch.
anyway they say we sure trash them lah, every year the same thing,
lol so waste of time -.-

aft sch went to eat at pizza hut with ailin,vannessa,becky.
someone's celebrating birthday, so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WHOEVER SHE IS.
oh yar, we keep laughing laughing laughing until i haven't eat finish alrdy full le -.-
pls blame vanessa for that lol.
oh yar chocolate was there also!
she eat slower than us leh -.-
she is another one! i look at her she laugh. lol whats wrong?

then went to popular meet up with ruzanna + zuran
met alessia+chaoyan,
sit taxi
went home.
wow tbtx no good le -.- cause alessia throw my bag on the grd for him. zzz damn
hmwk hmwk hmwk
LOGARITHM IS THE EASIEST SUBJECT I'VE EVER SEEN!(for now)
okay...
err...
*a moment of silence*
JERON COME ON SAT!
kay thats all. ty
oh yar.
fei -.- how can u dc your soulmate suddenly !
come back online!

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ok
done.
bye guys ~

2008-01-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

GOGO SINGAPORE YOUTH OLYMPICS!

random post :

very late photos.
but i'm bored
today also no nice things to say,
so i post some stupid stuffs.

the following photos is taken long ago
the victim inside pls do not come seek revenge from me...

no food ; no carol

got food ; no carol

got food ; got carol

-.-

okay byebye.
i have smtn on ON sat
with 2ppl. i don't tell u who.
if you kpo enough, come ask me
but its not cfm yet, but i hope it is lah.
but i still abit timid -.-
diao haha.

2008-01-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

updateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :

hmwk :
. english
. bio
. and something i forgot

i know i need to cut newspaper
i know the vocab book got hmwk
i know bio i do finish le
i know i bring my sketchbook back to copy in the notes
i know i bring my amaths book to do prac on everything i learnt
i know i think thats just abt it.

ok let me find some picture to post.

hmm...
"i swear if you don't give me back my bowl of milk, i will pull the trigger!"

ok la whatever.
i go do hmwk le
byebye~

2008-01-13T12:38:00.000+08:00

yay!
i'm not going to do my hmwk -.-
why?
my correction tape use finish liao, and i hate cancelling.
so tmr i just go and copy can le!
^_^
i am lazy pig -.-

kay i'm off to ride bike/fall down

fei -.- GET YOUR BUTT ONLINE LAH!!! f5

2008-01-12T21:13:00.001+08:00

chaoyan is screaming why at me now.
if you've known her better, you would know NEVER to tell her you like a boy!
she will come screaming WHYYYYYY at you -.-
so time for the random picture of the post :

the theme : J.A.C
the next idea behind it : an apple a day keeps the doctor away.
another another idea : go figure out why the guy got blur the background.
another another another! idea :the guy who took this photo obviously likes green apples more than red apples.

- the end -

2008-01-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

random post
:
cca.c
playing a fool
anna pls run
eileen killed by alessia

killing spree

saddistic me

tuition
sleep
com
appear offline
cannot read what chaoyan typed
i help her do smtn. ask her thank me endless
uncle i am the 3little pig
but i am the smartest one
which is the brick one
u the most exp+dangerous one
which is the golden brick one
i die die also want see your hair no matter what
~~i like nicholas~~ lol

green - me
black - xunwei

okok i promise u SOON
LOL
lol
SOON : Shall nOt shOw Now
wah hard to type
lol

fei come online. stop dating with meili! ty :)

goodbye.

2008-01-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

lol almost forgotten my daily random pictures
contributor : carol(she is pissedoff now. don't go irritate her.)
she also contributed : supercalifragilisticexpialidocious"
this is another one i found i think not bad ;
all the little piglets squeezing tgt to take a photo.

kay thats all.

btw i know i said i won't go sch copy hmwrks, but my laziness cannot tahan
so too bad i going to do it AGAIN tmr :)

2008-01-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

How well do you get along with others?

Here is the analysis : You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

- i totally agree!

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The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style : You're the sort of person who's always in a positive mood. You usually can't stay still for long because you are full of energy and ideas. You revel in a life that throws you challenges and change.

- yup i can't stay still.

What your nightclothes reveal : You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

- of course i am! excpt for the sexy part -.-

What others see from your ties : You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

- heh. i am? yar i enjoy being alone sometimes xD

What others see from your belts : You don't like to show your feelings. Normally, you are gentle and friendly, but you don't like socializing. It can be difficult to get to know you well, and you probably only have a few close friends.

- omg i am? so different from on top -.-

What others see from your shoes : You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.

- somewhat very true.

What others see from your earrings : You are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.

- wow cool! this one i like. cause it is complimenting me (:

The last analysis : You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

- i am clever? -.- you must be kidding! wow i cherish peacefulness. oouhmm...

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Are you still thinking about your ex?

Here is the analysis:

You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.

- oh... really? hmm.

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How do you behave when in love?

Here is the analysis : You could be heading for trouble if you don't loosen up just a little bit. Don't be so suspicious of him. He did have a life before he met you. You are too pessimistic about your relationship, and this could, ironically, be the reason that it will eventually end. Cut him some slack, and you'll find he comes back to you of his own accord anyway

- erm... uh-oh -.- uncle! u same as me right? careful you the person u love nick hor. must cut him some slack! xP

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The favorite place in your home

Here is the analysis : You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

- wow i so hornoured that someone will be jealous of me.

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Your Handwriting

Here is the analysis : If you write some strokes thickly but others are thin, it's likely that you're a very unpredictable person. Sometimes you'll get very serious about something, but there's always the possibility that you'll suddenly lose interest. It can take you a long time to complete a task--if it gets done at all before something else grabs your attention.

-hmm... acceptable. i am a 3min-hotness person. that i agree.

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What's on your mind?

Here is the analysis : If your house was on fire, you would risk your life to dash back in to collect your bank book and tax papers rather than a photo album or the first love letter your sweetheart ever wrote you. At least you would feel remorseful afterwards. You sometimes feel torn between your work and your love life, but when it comes to the crunch, your work is more important.

- lol... isn't that what everyone would do? excpt for homer's wife. but thats cartoon. $$ is so impt leh -.- hor alesisa?

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What is your most favorite pet?

DOG
The most favorite pet of all time is definitely the dog. Having a pet dog suggests that you are a friendly person who likes talking to people. You are outspoken and don't have any secrets or bias opinions. People like to be around you because you are sincere and loving. You don't like to say anything to hurt other people's feelings.

- err... lol really ah the front part? i agree to the last sentence. who will like to say things thatg are hurtful man -.- anyway i had a dream last night about a dog saving my life. the dog's name is alvin so i must thank alvin the black hound.

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Rings on Fingers

Middle finger
Most people who wear a ring on their middle finger refuse to grow up and tend to be self-centered and stubborn. However, they're always sincere and caring, especially towads their family and friends.

- oh wow? i only wore it cause i think wear on middle finger is cool. to me lah -.- but the last part i agree. of course treat them good. if not treat strangers good?

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Your Favorite Ice Cream Flavor

Coffee
You have confidence in your ability to get things done. You are a leader among friends, and a good one too. You are responsible and like to challenge yourself by taking up difficult tasks--and you usually succeed.

- HAHAHA! from top to bottom of this answer i DO NOT agree! cause anyway my fav flavour yam wasn't in it so this one doesn't make sense. i am no leader xD

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The Pattern of Your Tableware

White
Simplicity is your signature style. You like to stick to your daily routine and don't mind at all that there's not much excitement in your life. You are sensible and well in control of your emotions.

- this one i like. compliment me de xD good good. i am sensible. *bow . anyway i like simple life cause i dunno how to make it complicated.

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Your Favorite Zoo Animal

Monkey
If the monkey cage is the first place you visit at the zoo, you are an active and energetic person. You like to be among lots of people and enjoy party. You pay attention to every new thing that enters your life.

- o? cause i like monkey only cannot? they cute. in pixels lah.

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The color of your car

Yellow

You are bright and cheerful. Your life is full of fun and you enjoy meeting with lots of people. However you can be cautious and tend to think carefully about the consequences your actions might have before deciding whether or not to go through with them.

- ty for reminding for having no brains + loud-mouth that led to many disasters which i regretting now but i cannot get that friendship back. sad uh.

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Your Pet's Name

Named a real person's name
Choosing a human name for your pet means that you don't look down at others and treat everyone equally. You like animals and treat them as your best friends. You love your family and home is the warmest place for you to be.

- lol. cause i find calling them lucky or blackie or spotty or whatever sounds so common. anyway that dog who saved my life in my dreams is called alvin. so alvin rocks! (:

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In search of a soulmate

Here is the analysis:

No one can take better care of you than yourself. Seeing the weakness of others will only make you feel stronger. So your ideal choice is that young trainee. He'll appreciate your protection, and you'll appreciate his appreciation.

- oh wow. boring relationship? heh no la. got "an quan gan" good good. got this kind of guy meh?

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ok la enough of my personality tests.
here's the link if you wanna do too : http://www.quizbox.com/
- off to do hmwrk.

2008-01-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

whhyy i like to put these random photos?
cause i think v.nice lor.
~.~

ok post something uhh...
hmm.
extremely brief summary :
bio : cheem
a maths : even worse. i'm so glad i got one qns correct out of the many we did.
hmt : haiz CBQ... wo wu hua ke shuo...
recess : eat lor what else
history : no need say. this subject rocks cause of Ms K! oo oo ah ah!(shen jing bing de noise)
ce : we successfully cheated the whole 1hr "discussing" class tee design.
eng : erm. i have a loud voice - praise by mr adrian ng. o_o

waited 1hr for alessia+chaoyan
paiseh chaoyan. wo bu zhi dao ni bu shu fu mah!
so not my fault ty.
went to lot1 eat
walked around.
wow ties -.-
how our scam of looking at ties worked out :
me : alessia, your papa birthday coming hor?
alessia : ya ya. eh ties! we go see
*see see see*
me : i think this one not bad. hen man leh!
alessia : dang ran mah! wo laopa shi nan de!
me : ok la see enough must go home le
alessia : okok

LOL -.-
so fake. wow ~~i can join eldds.~~
ok end of today's story,
i think have alot of other interesting things happened but i lazy post la. (:

oh yar.
anna sell clothes!
this is the link - http://closet-fashion.blogspot.com/
power dao!...
and kelian/xinfu de
chocolate+chaoyan selected to go olympics bidding.
what can u buy?
seriously i dunno -.-
tickx to watch olympics ?
good for you 2.

to fei : stop dota-ing -.- ty
to chaoyan : get well soon
to alessia : get rich soon
to my broken-arm mother : faster ok leh. wth everything i do then u no need do -.- (spoiled child)
to wendy : ni de jiao ji shi hao mah! -.-
to carol : wahlao u bias! >=(
to everyone : you guys/girls rocks!

byebye:)

2008-01-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

lalala ~

although todae i no hmwk, but i still lazy type things.
my thoughts of tuesday : latest + lightest bag day!
btw. yesterday i slept at 7pm - 4am. cool? yar lor.
i nvr eat dinner seh but i don't feel hungry lol ~.~

school
class
p.e
quiet
chem
recess
e maths (surpurisingly no hmwk!)
hmt (ty alessia for the file. i dunno how to return you! xP jk...)

lot1
kfc
yellow(alessia owe me $12.50)
popular(hie "you ji"! a.k.a chaoyan)
laserfair(in search of R21)
cinema(one missed call de monster look extremely hideous!)
home -.- (this part is boring)

anyway i saw jaslyn o.o
talk
walked
reached home

bathed
msn
prepare to sleep

~end of today~

maybe i will chat on msn awhile first.
kaypoh to know fei and meili's progressment.

to me : sleep if possible! sleeping is such a nice thing!
to wendy : your leg faster ok leh -.-
to alessia : i owe u smtn u owe me smtn. but mine more ex so... oh btw i trying my best find the chi file. LOL xD
to chaoyan : your chi... cmi la LOL. i tot you improve then alamak. SIMPLE words also wrong ~.~ jy ah! wo ting ni! *beat heart*! LOL
to fei : i am in good mood! i should sleep more so i have even better mood!
to you guys once again : this post ends here -.-

2008-01-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
sian sia.

school life = full of homworks.

things i think not normal tdae :

. history tchr damn NOT boring!
. i want to go toilet -.-
. today no spot check
. alessia talked horny stuffs involving a pin & breast
. 5 guan cream
. my senior keep appearing at every photo
. i keep bumping into "jingji"
. chaoyan "pushed" my head cause i ask her go die LOL
. i keep bumping into xiaodai+yanzhu

to fei : cheer up lah. don't think too much. if you think of me more it would be the best.
to uncle : my class damn boring! -.- get well soon :)
to A.C : i think you 2 got a little bit rocks! little bit ah.
to me : pls go do your hmwk now -.- you have alot! i think so lah.
to alessia : i want watch movie. but i just dunno when got time?
to my mother who is sleeping : pls continue to sleep & not nag at me so often. thanks! :)
to you guys : this post ends here!

2008-01-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

morning : market
afternoon : naggy home-tuition
evening : outing with carol

pls guess which of the above i will post.
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if you guessed none of the above, you are right!
LOL not really. lazy ppl like me will post the after life of the party.

ok anyway i will post my summary.
for more information into details/other ppl's stuffs ;
pls go to carol's blog. http://www.mapler-dreamz92.blogspot.com/
yar i also promoting btw.
in train : caroline~ caroline~ carolineeeeeeeeeeeeee~
LOL xDDDD
boyfriend ah beloved friend?
~~carol~~ : yes la yes la
me : LOL!
btw its patrick star, not spongebob not squidward orh.

summary :
morning woke up at 11++ -.-
i still wanna sleep de leh wtf.
went to market with my ahgong

afternoon tuition tchr came he damn naggy!
i ask one qns he keep nag must work hard -.-
all i wanna know is if my solution correct, but he just keep sidetracking.
i wonder why i pay him lor!
waste my $$
ka-ching!
LOL random.

evening went out with carol.
went to her hse to take ppc actually, but she cannot find.
xD
exchanged presents and went out again.
my mother keep calling say be careful
ltr ppl knock you out ah... ltr ppl put drug in your food... ltr ppl kidnap you... ltr ppl drag u to dark alley blahblahblah...
carol down there laughing lol.
then we reached this stop this guy playing those IQ Cube ah i think.
damn pro. i hate him!
darn you la turn like nvr think like that.
ok then talked horny stuffs. a.k.a america pie.
its nice man! of course la! R21 why no nice. LOL
found the booth.
managed to get.
but actually still have one stack there la.
we wondering if those guys were GMs.

ate at kfc talk talk talk~
walked around.
watched this fountain laser thing
then VJC is on top cause carol saw alot same uniform ppl.
wtf they damn high la! i don't think they are councilors cause its like so many many ppl.
went to take train.
then got this grp of boys taking a big patrick star stuff toy.
went in the train then got this guy's shirt(belong to that grp of boys one) behind got a msg
" Hey Stranger! "
so we took photo of it.
we moved to another corner cause the place we stood is middle
+ surrounded with couples so the atmosphere is...
oh and we keep falling -.o
NOTE : ~~i did not hold on to carol!~~
then got somebody keep calling "caroline~" " carolineeeeeeeeee~"
and is that guy we took photo of!
so i keep telling her he cfm know u de.
but she don't believe.
so finally end up yes she know him & he know her.
LOL okok skip skip to home.
opened present.
yayyay!
byebye :D

LOL!
so sudden byebye.
ok got one last msg.
FEI YOU PURPOSELY ONE! I GO OUT YOU MSG ME. I AT HOME YOU AWAY! PUR-POS-E-L-Y!
zzz. on your com and sleep somemore!!!
pur-po-se-l-y! boys are...

2008-01-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

its not easy... to be...
me.

so anyway tdae lesser things to talk.
why?
i tired le la.

ok tdae school as usual.
my new class comittee :
chairperson - ailin
vice chairperson - sofeana
welfare monitor - crystal
ce monitor - zuran
IT monitor - jeshua

lol. pls point out the number of 2/5-s
its not bias...
its just that 2/5 ppl v.noisy
xD

CCA OPEN HSE :
1. i don't even understand what was going on.
2. they so blur in which place i should be in
3. the thing started before we even got rdy

in whole - its pretty much a disaster combination.
so anyway my leg pain now -.- wtf.
i hate boots man.
BOOTS SUCKS!

waited for alessia&chaoyan till 8++?
lol scouts is cool man!
i want build the tall tall thing!
like v. fun like that!
but i don't want stay till so late lmao -.-
ate with them at mac :))

few mins ltr nickson came.
oh man he poor thing sia
walao alessia he ming ku leh
want join but cannnot join LOL.
too bad la.
but he seem happy lol
ok now i on msn + i v.tired

tmr go where?
tmr got go?
i don't know seh.

i can't keep this on
but somehow its getting better.

2008-01-03T22:23:00.001+08:00

pledge...

i'll never go school early to copy homeworks.

lets hope i will lor.
chatted with alessia on the phone.
:))
yar we've distant...
i will pause cause i dunno what more to say.
seriously just stop there... with
uh... oh... haha. yar. mmm. ok. lol.
so many pauses... zzz
can't help it sorry.
anyway i also realise i haven't REALLY talked to chaoyan ever since holi.
cause i also dunno how to start,

i wonder where will this silence lead the 3 of us to...

anw thanks fei for spending rm1 for me.

2008-01-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

2nd day of sch.
nothing much rly~
excpt the bag is heavy like...

so anw in the morning gave presents to alessia ; wendy ; chaoyan :D
maths - hmwk as usual
history - ppt, videos filled the periods + reading
chemistry - just met, got a new meaningful joke? lol i bet u've nvr heard of smtn call a meaningful joke but i dno how to describe the joke.

its like that :
got this wise master in the past. there's this kungfu very good young man who wants to test how wise the master is. so he used his hand to grab a bird and went to find the master.
he asked,"master, is the bird in my hands alive or dead?"
but you must think! as if u are the wise master, then your reputation is at stake.
if he said dead, the young man could let go of the bird and the bird will fly away which means he is wrong.
if he said alive, the young man could crush the bird and he would be wrong too!

so anyway... my stupid ans was "the bird is either alive or dead."
the tchr's ans was,"the choice is yours." lol. another short thing for us to work hard lo.

recess - ate + catching up? i think so.
higher mother tongue - CHENBQ ask us to do new year card. lol had fun throughout & marilyn's cartoon ppl are wtf nice. got count as CA leh! wth -.- a stupid card.
biology : mdm aishah. seriously the first time i saw i read as mdm nor-raishah. so i was thinking hmm.. which tchr is that. then until few days ago i suddenly realise its my sec2 sci tchr -.-
glad she recognise me even though i not so impt.

aft sch : went over to 3/7 to find A.C they walked me all the way to food court :) omg ty! at least i don't feel so lonely le. aft that they went back for cca. i went to takeaway lunch for me+my one-armed mother. LOL
sat taxi. rly very heavy -.- not i lazy (ok maybe a little lazy la)

reached home.
bathed.
did hmwks.
read textbooks.
online msn.
blogging.
almost finishing.
ended ^_^
i'll update tmr abt tmr stuffs then.
tmr cca open hse hor guys!
don't snatch my ppl~ lol -.-
i'm very tired tdae
feel like sleeping haha :D
bye.

i don't feel so lonely anymore.
thanks you two :)
but i know you can't do it everytime la,
so its ok.
i'll be alright :))

2008-01-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

看着2位好朋友的面容，听着彼此的笑声..
我们实际的状况，简单而真实的经历，让我不觉得独处。
滑落的雨滴与随哀愁加深的思念交融，
调出一种不知是不舍或悲伤的感觉。
只为了身边的你们，也为了彼此的回忆...

我看见拥有你们的美好。
我永远不会忘记

鼻头突然酸酸的，百感交集涌上心头..
想知道以后的我们会变成怎样
是否还是像现在一样无所不谈？
是否还能像现在一样不分彼此？
还是..
变成熟悉的陌生人？

纵然不想改变现在的关系
再多的不舍，不愿...
也无法改变我们即将分离的事实。
既然无法改变，
就只好珍惜剩下的这段时间。
盼望往后的我们能多相聚
为我们这段还未完结的友情
写下动人的结局...

writer :
fei
requester :
me

2008-01-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

just a msn convo with fei.

green - me
black - fei

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me? sec1 keep changing best friend
and sec2 i finally got 2
i'm losing them sec by sec

they close together doesnt mean you will be seperated with them

i totally no topic
hais i feel terrible fei

why no?
study different things doesnt mean no more topic ma = =
cheer up

i'll try
so as to not make u worry

haha no worries
just hope that you will be happy
=)

fei
fei
fei
u
u
u
rocks
how?!

lol thank you~
but why

cause u will listen to my problems even though they have absolutely nothing to do with u

haha..its ok
cause you are my friend
I will help you solve your problem if I can

thanks :)

no problem,I said before I will always be here with you
XP

lol
thats good
that is what friends are for!

wow
if only everyone is like that
it would be a whole better world

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thanks. i dunno what i would do if i don't have a confidant like you.
btw my mother fell down tdae and broke her arm
now she's wearing a cast.
not to be saddistic but i think it looks god damn nice -.-
strange weird combined feelings now.
i'm losing you guys for sure
but i dunno how to keep up.
i...
i think i'll shut up cause nothing good will come out of my mouth.
as in nothing positive.

- the end -

i just hope it won't be the end of J.A.C
anyway if it is... A.C will do just as good.

2008-01-02T15:48:00.000+08:00

ok today first day of sch so u can expect what kind of mood i'm in.
i'll talk about my day in sch ltr.
but first things first!
i better type before i forget.

somehow i feel like i'm on the verge of losing my 2 best friends.
i dunno why lar, but maybe its because we are in diff class?
we have diff things, diff classmates, everything diff.
thanks for the presents the both of you :)
its great! i wonder if we will do that anymore ~.~
feeling emo. never felt so strange before.
i nvr had this feeling of watching my friends turn into strangers yet i couldn't do anything to change it.
and its only the first day of sch! damn me >:(
lol. overactive imagination.
i'm scared la really. i have a feeling i don't have what it takes to be a best friend.
so maybe i should just leave on my own.
i feel so lonely T_T
what should i do?
best friends, if you are reading this, tell me what to do.
won't you?

ok morning met wendy at cck.
she always early wth. so even if i am on time, i would seem late.
so went to sch.
lend laobu badge ( si bu xiang yang! first day sch nvr wer badge )
receive gifts from chaoyan&alessia :DDDDDDD
but i forgot bring mine! LOL! ( si bu xiang yang! first day sch forget )
followed by spot-check. suay sia. but nvr kena caught so its good.
in class : good seats chopped by others. haha nvm
then long long intro~
e maths (hmwk alrdy!)
chinese(CHEN BQ SUCKS!)

recess!
ate with alessia,chaoyan&wendy.
consultant,ailin,atiroh&jeshua came ltr.
so chat then bell ring again go up.

next. history!
watch videos of northern ugada or smtn.
did you know...
if you are near an atomic bomb explosion, you will see beautiful lights while your hair and skin will start to melt? but hang on! you are still alive as you watch them melt! yucks :S

c.e alan tan.
he asked us to rest our heads awhile...
then aft 5min, he suddenly use the big ruler bang the table BOOM!
which shocked the class lol.
then asked us to write down our feelings blahblahblah.
i wrote "i feel shocked. i thought something hit the building or something."
lol. duh?
bittersweet ; alive yet dead ; half asleep half awake ; ~~pass yet fail~~ ; ~~happy yet sad~~
our grp discussion was on ironic and contrasting words.

english. adrian ng.
wow. he did not catch my specs+fringe!
cool sia! but i need to go change my frames.
just in case he does catch!
oh btw when he guessed cca-s. his first guess on me is bingo.
he says i have the "GB" look o_o i do?
ok then wrote our goal for eng all sorts of stuffs.
here's a little part i think i rmbred.
why i hate english :
i hate english because during exams i always get grammar mistakes. i hate english because sometimes english is hard to understand. i hate english because i am not as good as those storywriters. i hate english because most of the time english bore me. i hate english because there's too many things to know about english. i hate english because its in L1R5 so if i fail, i'm dead. i hate english because my english not so good.

i think thats what i wrote. lol.
who says ms soh's students means eng pro?
my eng is noob. she teach me i know that.
but holi come i will totally forget.
so nvm.

then aft sch went home alone
yar lor what u expect?
turtle got accompany me to the gate la. thanks :)
life is like shit for me man.
byebye~
need to start on hmwk zzz.

help me out best friends,
help me out.

2008-01-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!

countdown yest night with chaoyan, xunwei & nick in audi.
sian ~.~
school starting again.
i don't think i've played enough yet =x
mmm anyway need to pack bag later + clean up the hse.
my hse is in a mess, nice seh.
ok waiting for fei to online now.
stupid boy so long haven't T_T

2007-12-31T22:04:00.000+08:00

i'm in my hse now.
with my mother's friends at the front. while i sit emoly using laptop at the back.
wow loneliness is a very scary thing.
it makes you think all sorts of nonsense & irrelevant stuffs

so i realise ; something's different.
even though thats what you said ; thats not what i see you doing.
my friend. if you still are. say is a thing, doing it is another. can you do what you said?
if you can, i'm glad ; if you can't, i can only be sad.
what will happen in the future?
i dare not speak of.
now i can only think of more scary&unfortunate things that might happen,
which i hope it will not.

~~sian~~
between relationships and friendships, you can only choose one.
actually alessia is right, i can't blame you for it,
cause i don't think i will be able to keep both if i am in your shoes.
hahaha...
i also dunno why i laughing,
i alrdy dunno how to talk to you, how could i hold on any longer?
its so irritating. but i can't help it i'm sorry.
we have nothing in common, even if we have i also dunno what that is.
anyway maybe its true, you belong there.
you should go with them. i can't force you to stay
so be happy bah
live life your way.

don't misunderstand.
i am still your friend.

2007-12-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

tdae went bowling @ HomeTeam with alessia
i got one game 3 strikes! wow? cool sia~
"condo" also there. but i lost to her by 1 place. sianned.
then alessia also play like mad LOL.
cool ! then mid-way chaoyan keep calling -.-
call call call when we finishing she poke me from behind.
then her fam in another lane playing.
LOL me&alessia laughing our ass off at her xDDD funneh~

ok then went to buy bike.
walked from teck whye to keat hong to even deeper in keat hong just to buy -.-
WTH BIKE SHOPS ARE SOOOOOOOO HARD TO FIND T_T
so i bought a bike ^_^
pls don't be shocked by which bike i bought cause that shop only sells that kind.
i bought a...
*drumroll pls~
BMX Freestyle 20inch bike.
pls be warned!
i don't intend to do tricks with it!
why?
i ride alrdy wobble i can do tricks meh? -.-
ok until i got home hor...
then i realise my bike is boy's bike
(i asked fei mah... he tell me bad news only! LOL. no la jk~ xD )
but ya its true.
no wonder one grp of boys see me with that bike they shocked O_O
"wow? she can do tricks? ohmytian what kind of century am i in?!"
ok luh. then the bike quite nice.
i too long nvr ride bike maybe or i first time ride BMX bike,
so not good at it yet but nvm i will ride ALMOST everyday.

1 bad thing abt the bike :
the seat very hard leh.
sit le butt pain!
any pro-s know where can change the seat?
if yes tell me pls ty~

:D

attached is a photo of my new bikeeey ^_^

boyish? sorry uh. i dunno got "girls" type of bike anot.
maybe if i paint it? but i dun think bikes can paint one +_+

i'm tired.
ltr then update more~
if there is anything to update.
oh ya! i having flu -.-
then sch reopening lol~
byebye guys ^_^

2007-12-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

kay i'm posting smtn.
cause tmr alot things will happen
1. go bowling (alessia got come.)
2. buy bike~ (yay!)
3. obessed with bike and ride it non-stop (oh i must be crazy -.-)
4. maybe/not possibly go maple with fei (just finding that big snowman guy)
5. highly likely online msn (this one is of course. i have no life ~.~)

so now i go bathe ; i know its abit late...
but its ok! :D
byebye~
oh yeah & WELCOME BACK FRIEND! (CAROL~)

SHE REBONDED HER HAIR!
OMG!

ok i really am gone now.
i'm going...
i'm going...
i'm really going this time -.-

wth can you stop reading?!
i can't go if you are staring at me like that! f5
ok now this is really irritating...
*punch!*
*******************
all you can see now are stars~
********************************

2007-12-29T11:03:00.000+08:00

woah this song rocks!
i get very high with this song~
ONE NIGHT & ONE MORE TIME! ; THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES ; THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!

The lyrics (:

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(it sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that makes the words come to life
Who does he think he is
(if that's the worst you got better put your fingers back to the keys)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He tastes like you only sweeter
ooooooooh

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for
(except for)
When you look into the past
(look into the past)
One night stand
One night stands out!

One night, and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night, yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He tastes like you only sweeter

They say I only think in the form of
Crunching numbers in hotel rooms
Collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind
Gets you out of those clothes
I'm a line away from
Getting you into the mood
(wa-ooooohhh)

One night, One more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they werent so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night, Yeah One more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He taste like you only sweeter

One more night and one more time
thanks for the memories
even though they werent so great
he tastes like you only sweeter

One night, One more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you only sweeter

2007-12-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

changed blog song :D
i've updated fei -.-
below is a sentence for you to read.
" i am a sentence. please read me. thank you very much for wasting your time on me."

2007-12-27T19:37:00.001+08:00

Human brain has both LEFT & RIGHT.The left brain has nothing RIGHT on it,the right brain has nothing LEFT!

funny leh this funny!

2007-12-27T19:14:00.000+08:00

okay let blog to scold a guy in maple.
i dunno this guy ah but he's a bhb looter!
loot my daddy's hawabi +_+ (now he's less rich means i also LOL)
okay anyway this guy's name is
rocksonic

my daddy kill c.rog then kena hit so he fell down ;
at the same time rog die la.
so he walk slow cause he hero ; then the rocksonic go run up steal.
and ran away don't want return -.-
fking noobass no guts ; greedy!
loot in front of the person and he didn't even lift a finger to kill it -.-
sad luh. but nvm la daddy next time loot him back! LOL.
loot err... some things more ex than hawabi bah.
like... pinkcape wa5 LOL!!! then show him in trade.
and say aha! loot my hawabi u good. i loot your wa5 pink cape so i better!
yayyay! LOL. okay i am gone.
discussing maple things with him (i did quit ok -.-)

2007-12-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

i'm emo-ly eating this -.-

2007-12-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

wow its christmas -.-
i have no christmas feeling.
cause if i have ; i won't be posting this
i hate this feeling,
i prefer last year sooooooooo much more x3
hais sianned >_<
are you guys out there having a great time?
i'm dead moodless sitting in front of my com.

oh anyway tmr i'm not going to the class thing le.
all don't want/cannot go so i go also meaningless -.-
goodbye classmates ~ ):
we won't be so close anymore. its kinda sad to know that.
anyway tdae bought uniform ; cut hair.
and fei told me smtn that made ALOT of sense.

yes!cant always care for people
must care for ownself

ya lor. i must be stupid to keep caring for others.
my mood+wish for tmr is...
ride a bike around sg.
or just ride a bike then tired i go home
but what i will need is...
a bike -.-
this year's christmas sucks.

i'm fat and ugly ; i am sad ; i am angry
i am gone -.-

2007-12-25T00:27:00.001+08:00

mmm. i'm abit late.
but anyways...
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
:D
i received alot of christmas wishes ;
but then i lost alot contacts so i dunno who are they -.-
so my reply was...
MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D you are?
LOL . i dunno what kind of christmas wish is that but i also no choice ah :(

omg its christmas!
end of yet another year.
but its not the same as last year,
i don't feel the "special" feeling.
i can still rmbr i sending you all those gifts ;
and you were so happy.
i wonder if those were true feelings of yours ;
or just happy that a fool bought for you all those.
mmm anyway
i'm just happy to see a friend smile ; laugh ; happy .
it just warms my heart
:D

jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way~
i'm watching tv and people singing carols (:
wow other countries's christmas really like christmas.
got the tree ; the carols ; the fireplace.
sooooo in the end is
MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS :D
GET INTO THE FESTIVE SEASON!
HO-HO-HO :D
i love you

2007-12-23T15:40:00.000+08:00

i want go out ; but no one seems free
i want ride bike ; but no bike
i want buy clothes ; but my mother think spend alot $$
i want skate ; but i don't know how
i want play basketball ; but i no good at it
i want run ; but i no stamina
i want play games ; but all i play before
i want go watch movies ; but nice ones i underage
i want become smarter ; but i lazy
i want play piano/keyboard ; but i never learn before
i want talk to someone ; but fei took the job le
i want to not sit down and watch tv all day ; but thats the only option left

if anyone can satisfy any of my needs abv.
pls tell me asap
i'm too young to die of boredom -.-
+_+
off to stone~

2007-12-23T14:11:00.000+08:00

~.~

+_+

i'm bored sorry.
chatting with fei now ; oh!
my printer is officially spoiled one -.-
& its brand new somemore!

wtf i haven't start using alrdy spoil. cheat my feelings.
-.-
oh pls check out wendy's blog.
very hard to use one ~~trust me~~
unless you get the hang of it
then it will be very very convenient.
her blog hor
same like someone's leh.
clive's one. choke* chaoyan cough*

WENDY'S BLOG : http://befreedforeva.blogspot.com/

2007-12-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

today afternoon/evening went to orchard with my mum.
walked from Far East Plaza all the way to TANGS
i don't like that place really.
alot things all 3 digit +_+
so on the way we passed by the Mandarin Hotel.
alot of wedding cars.
about 5 or 6 seh.
then got this red car that is special cause it looks very flat.
after showing fei ; its a ferrari
below is the picture showing you.
alot of boys went to take photo of it seh.

ferrari parked outside Mandarin Hotel.
dunno which rich guy's

sideview of it.
looks flat.

alot wedding cars seh.
but this one got cute teddy bears in front :D
also alot people went to take photo with it.

so we shopped around TANGS.
my mother's first thing when we enter is go toilet -.-
total went toilet 3 times when we in the whole building.
went to see lots of clothes.
and also kitchen stuffs
so she bought 3 metal plates for the water oven.
she has alot of vouchers
thats why very useful?
hahas-s xD
then went up to see and found this "hidden" food place.
Island Cafe~
looks nice.
seems ex. -.-

ate at this Island Cafe
very ex -.-

so the waiter led us to a dark place.
under a pillar thingy.
no lights u know
suddenly he took out a lighter and lit a candle.
i was like o.o? lol
so nvm its for the atmosphere?
think so bah.
or they just want save electricity bill also can -.-
one stone kill 2 bird. +_+

i wonder are they saving electricity or its for the atmosphere.
cause this is the only light given to us -.-

mmm. my mother thinking what to eat.

bored. so i took photo of our "only light"

this one looks nicer.
if only the light don't reflect.

in the cafe hor.
got 2 ladies keep zipai
i eat finish le the i facing them.
so i was like lol? whats there to take? -.-
lame seh.
use camera
use handphone
only 2 person
one use camera take take take
one use handphone take take take
then after that both take tgt use camera.
lmao -.0
o btw i ate KIDS MEAL
cause only KIDS MEAL have fish&chip -.-
its lame really.
u go there don't try that.
they give u juice + sundae seh.
soooo kiddy?
okay the serving also very small.
no wonder kids meal la! -.-

so we left TANGS and walked out.
got this live singing thing but i don't like la.
then on the way got these guys dresses as Greek Soldiers.
advertising something i suppose.
poor things. sure cold&tiring.

in front of TAKA got this dance dance one.
okay very nice.
is those street dance
then the songs also very nice.
got HSM and He said She said.
cause i leave early mah.
so continue walking got "ruan gu gong" people.
its err. the bone very soft?
LOL can do those very scary pro pro turning joints bah.

then saw this crowd .
they looking at statues?
but i see closer one of them moving.
then the dove in her hand suddenly flap its wings.
then she changed position and stood there again
got this lady.
she very weird leh -.-
everyone stand like semi-circle around the 2 "statues" mah
then she suddenly walk so near.
just to answer a phone -.-
i tot she want see or take photo or something.
but all she did was answer a call -.-
lame~
alot events at orchard leh.
people go !!!
but now raining sia... not a good time.
plus now near christmas.
sure damn lot of people one
so watched the ground wet ~~don't slip&fall~~.

2 people acting like statues.
alot people viewing.
wow the stress! +_+

after that went to ESPRIT to shop.
tried alot of clothes but not really like them.
actually i think chaoyan got point leh
"some clothes look nice, but wear on you not nice le"
ya lor
so shopped finish ; then my mother want go toilet again.
so very conviniently the Mandarin Hotel beside only.
so she went in just for the toilet -.-
the person still open the door for us as if we are the guests.
HAHA COOL!
i want stay there seh.
so nice . the air-con . the smell . the door-opening people~
saw this TALL christmas tree so i took photo of it again.

the christmas tree in the hotel.
we went in the hotel for the toilet -.-

4 shirts i bought at ESPRIT
its closing down uh sad.
but its sale so ... good!
guess which one is my fav.
hint* its very nice. (in my eyes)

okay thats all!
time for bed.
snorees~ +_+
Zzz

2007-12-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

Oh hello! PLS GO TO THIS BLOG AND SPAM IT!

http://painlesspain.livejournal.com/

2007-12-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

i miss you... ='(
its a remix version.
listen for awhile.

this is the original version.
listen this one twice.
i still miss you.

2007-12-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

Fei asked me how i going to spend christmas eve ;
which reminds me of a sicko bitch.

here's the convo :
fei is in bold.
i am in blue.

what will you be doing this christmas eve?
i have fam gathering
good then..maybe not good to you
I think I will be staying in the house alone
~_~
so good
good?
ya
i dun like fam gathering
i dun like them
most impt i dun like her
ok I give you an option
that day you go then just say everything out
and scold her infront of all people
then end with a finger of death
woohooo that feels high
XD
lol
my uncle did that
then she scold my grandfather
when my grandmother died
cause my grandfather got all the money
then she dun have any
then she warn my grandfather dun anyhow spend
that just stupid
wtf imagine someone younger like that say u
she had no right to do that
ya la
if someone did that i will be like
wtf? who u think u are. you stupid noob
yea
the good thing abt her is
she give $$
thats all

i imagine she give until no more $$
cause she is a retired.
i think i will be down there laughing.
she just damn SUCKS!.

oh btw haven't intro her to you guys.
~~she's my grandaunt.~~
not really la in fact.
she had 2 fathers.
so she's like my grandmother's stepsister.
oh yes she sucks.
why?
cause she likes to order people around
act as if she's the "man" of the house
as if she's the head of everyone.
which in fact she's not!.
no one is the boss of anyone!.(excpt work. but u know what i mean la)
she always comand people around.
then what did she use as her stick to victory?
a stack of $$
give people $$ to sort of "bribe" them.
make them listen to her.
make them obey her.
make them not turn their backs on her.
who are "them"?
my cousins ; aunts ; uncles of course!

let me take you on a ride of words~
are you rdy?
here goes!

1st uncle : he drives a lorry. very convinient for transporting people.
his wife always cook during family gatherings.
so common sense is that bitch will like her.
cause she cooks for her to eat. -.-
1st son : ah song. not much to talk about. they think he's got no future.
c'mon! give others some hope luh!. :) i support you man!. (fist hit heart) hahas-s :D
2nd son : ah wei. this one got future.
University graduate and now he works as Town Council i think.
in short - he's successful. :D
this family is labelled as helpful and contrasting sons family.

2nd one : sorry thats my dad. he rocks ^_^v
so does my mum
+ me! :D
but sorry. even my dad don't like her.
she's damn bossy! >:(
we are labelled to her as
" First to give nothing in my will"
so this family is labelled as.
the most disliked by that bitch family.

3rd uncle : he's a taxi driver!.
no he's not useless
when it comes to family gatherings he can help!
by driving us to the place.
no charge i swear. ~~he's going to make a loss though.~~
her wife works at ~~kranji turf club~~ last time.
now as a stall owner at the market.
working hand-in-hand with someone from my block. living above me.
son : serving NS. good future. wei liang
daughter : currently overseas at china for student exchange program.
(brr... its freezing... ) yi hui
this family is labelled as not rich, not poor. average family.

4th uncle : he's a jerk!
he's that fool who says ah song(1st uncle's oldest son) have no future.
2nd bigshot in line compared to that bitch.
he works as hmm... not quite sure. but earn tons of $$
+ will get to see rich&famous people.
he has a car too!
so what?. he likes to talk to that bitch about stocks.
as if he's going to get rich from there. my ass!
his wife. a housewife i think.
likes to bootlick that bitch like her husband.
but then again in my eyes. she's still ok.
daughter : yu yuan(fishbal! xD) nah i'm jk. its a name.
hoho! her future is as bright as a lightbulb!.
damn serious! smartest in the family.
all A1s for her A lvl.
currently studying in university on bio stuffs.
son : yong ling. another legend.
bright future like his sis
studying in Hwa Chong JC
he's the straight go in one.
as in no need take O lvl.
sec3 go in JC. kay only smarty pants are allowed! xP
this family is labelled as the smartest family

1st aunt : she loves that bitch.
but not in a bootlicking way.
they have loads to talk about i think
when she just got married, her family used to stay in that bitch's hse
but they moved out cause...
MY HEROIC UNCLE BEN FOUGHT WITH THE BITCH!
yeah he scolded shitass out of her.
oh yeah baby!.
he's had enough man! ENOUGH!
everyday listen to a old lady
hey u know i know that guys don't like to be ordered around.
esp not by a stupid bitch!
who thinks she's the head of the house
but my UNCLE BEN proved her wrong!
damn wrong my friend. DAMN WRONG!
*take a step back and breathe for awhile*
he's currently retrenched.
but lives in a condo in orchard.
still, pretty well-off i must say.
this family i am close with them. why?
cause every year i would go stay in their house around december.
this year can't sorry. personal family stuffs need to be tk.care of
son : LESTER! woo i started mapling from him.
when i saw he lend his tobi to his friend then his friend nvr return,
woah he chase! he god damn chased!
go msn find his gf ; call his house ; loansharking method.
haha! cool sia.
he's studying in JC now. dunno ACJC or SAJC or smtn.
1st daughter : shermin! okay luh she's damn nice.
but she always nag me go family gathering. not so nice le lmao!
oh her art is damn fabulous! she use computer draw is very nice seh!
for me. Paint hor so hard to write. cause is use mouse you know.
always turns out ugly for me. i'm sure some of u out there knows it too.
but when i saw hers...
wakao! >_<>
she loves teaching ah-ha. but the stress for tchrs are explosive!
no matter. SHERMIN! WO TING NI! lol >_<
2nd daughter : LINDY! same age as me! hi-5 hey! :D
she aims to be a cook. like her mother?
their house i go there have ALOT of delicious food.
1st day : curry
2nd day : sha guo fan. pot-cooked rice or smtn. my eng lauya~
3rd day : dunno what tofu
4th day : keach. i think thats how u spell it? :x
Lindy in same school as shermin
B smtn smtn. lmao i don't really recall la.
this family has the closest bonding with that bitch. but they are nice people. i swear.

2nd aunt : she works as i dunno?
her husband works as i also dunno?
he likes to talk about our genting outing. hahas-s
we nvr discussed about their occupations before.
but they earn much too?
lives in a condo Petal Garden or something.
they are close with that bitch too.
1st son : Joey. 2nd oldest among the family for sons.
currently studying in university
he gives tuition. booked for 7days/24hr.
he's handsome ; he's smart ; he's friendly ; he's a nice brothar!
2nd son : Darren. same age as yi hui. he's uhh... basketball lover?
he likes to act cool la. play with his younger brother daniel.
3rd son : youngest one! daniel! da niu~ lmao always tease him.
he's cute. :D but got one time he broke his arm.
wear a cast. woah looks nice seh!. (i'm not being sacarstic -.- )
this family is labelled as the always attend family gatherings family.

grandfather : he's a bachelor now!. no la. my grandmother passed away.
alone is kinda lonely and sad
but my father is fillal. REALLY!
everyday eat dinner with him.
he's labelled as the most fillial son of all.
when they say repaint my grandfather's house,
all say ok!
next few days only 1/4 showed up. him lor~
my grandfather should be the original MAN of the house.
but some bigshots like to snatch positions u know.
yeah that bitch of the bitches-s

grandaunt(bitch) : she lives in a condo
with her dog. ~~Lucky.~~
she goes to church
she likes to bribe people's hearts with $$
but she's a retired oldie. how long can her $$ last?
lets wait & see. she sucks anyway.
her policy is : if you do things for me willingly, i treat you better.
sucks like?...
expect the whole world to wait on her or what?.
fucking shitass you dream on!
even if the whole world is willing, i won't even lift a finger.
cause you bloody don't deserve it!
hey! you are a bitch and i will never like you!

and that concludes the ride ladies & gentlemen.

maybe you think i am a ~~rebellion girl~~ now.
but thats up to you
you have a more wonderful family than mine anyway.
so love them!
truly love them!
they rock! so much more than mine.
or if you have a worse family than mine,
just tell me your story then :D
i'll gladly read it and perhaps share the sorrow.
okay thats all for now.

------signing off ------
don't like bigshots?
you call the shots!
xD

2007-12-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

today spring cleaning.
sort of bah. clear trash and old junks
then i realise when u do spring cleaning you'll find alot of surprises!.
things that i found :
1. old neoprints.
2. some things i wrote abt someone.
3. my hitsugaya keychain.

brings back many many memories ♥
good or bad but mostly sad la.
got one hapy thing though
i found my hitsugaya keychain!
it was behind a table near my bed
which i tot i lost it months ago. D:
ah but then hor
this reminds me of another inccident

got one morning i rushing to school.
then i open the coin pouch
my ring dropped out.
i didn't realise it la
until i go on the train i realise... eh!
why my ring gone ah?!

so the whole day i damn sian
after school i go back the lrt station find.
but to no avail
so the i became more sianned.
whole day just thinking about what could happen to my poor ring. (love ring too much :x)

then the next morning...
i wear my shoe.
then i felt smtn weird inside.
so i shake shake shake then..
my ring dropped out!
i was like omfg?!
how the hell it dropped into my shoe?
most importantly...
why the hell i didn't feel anything when i was wearing the shoe for the whole damn day?!
haha but its nice to get it back.
:D

the neoprints were took with
alessia ; wendy ; shiyue.
threw alot of junks away
my house too full of it.
we even made a room became a storeroom!
witnesses :
alessia & chaoyan.
they saw it
they moved the trash into it
they will feel that their house is in much better shape than mine! :)
muahahaha!

a family who likes to keep trash :D

then read some things i wrote as memories.
wah damn damn damn damn . . .
. . . . . . . . .
pek chek
i can't believe for someone i actually did so much.
without regrets somemore.
totally went all out!
i'm so shocked with myself
ahahaha!.
but throughout all that my feelings remain the same
i am a stubborn person luh haha :D

then chat on msn.
totally not helping out with the spring cleaning anymore~
mummy naggy away ~.~
okay so talked to kim ; carol ; chaoyan ; fei
then

kim went to work (lifeguard) wow?. yes wow.
she is a great swimmer i think.
i am a great drowner :D

carol changed skin (photoshop) again?. yes again.
nice somemore!.
she loves maple~

chaoyan trying out (livejournal) omfg?. yes omfg.
the best thing is after waiting so long, she say she don't want do le.
wait for her jiejie come back then do.
which is like made me wait for nothing. [ok your fault]
but she never go out with nan ren. she went out with cousin.
dunno real anot la~

fei starts to (blog) aha!. fei finally decided to start a blog after i talk talk talk non-stop about it.
so now i need to tell him how to start ; change ; customize and all those.
he - fast learner la.
everything know le.
and he post a very touching post!. for some girl he likes *choke choke.
1200+ CHINESE words.
so now i have a place to read chinese compo and get ideas. since my hmt compo sucks so much xD
HE STEALS MY GOOD PHRASES I STEAL HIS GOOD COMPO-S
got advantage u know.
phrases so short ; compo so long.
~~i steal the long one.~~
haha good deal!
xP

then halfway read old message histories
halfway help fei with his blog.
actually i nagged alot la
but anyway after a few hours...
his blog is up!.
:D
congrats & welcome to the scary world of blogging!
nah i'm just crapping -.-
this is FEI
click it!

i have a hobby.
its reminiscence
actually its just a term for. . .
1. The act or process of recollecting past experiences or events.
2. An experience or event recollected: "Her mind seemed wholly taken up with reminiscences of past gaiety" (Charlotte Brontë).
3. A narration of past experiences. Often used in the plural.
4. An event that brings to mind a similar, former event.
it just brings back soooo much memories
then i can see how foolish i was last time.
hahaha! then down there laugh at myself,
for some stupid things i did
for stupid words i said.
aha!.
have you guys ever tried that?
maybe you all should some day!.
anyway i sit until butt pain le
so ta-ta! :D

2007-12-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

hais these few days so boring~
FIRST : Fei go pangkor
SECOND : Chaoyan go overseas
THIRD : there's no third person to talk to me

IAB!
=
i am bored!.
uh no seriously bored.
whole day press psp
whole day press audi

hand also pain le la.
aiyoooooooo...
will someone come entertain me pls?.
or at least that 2 person above faster come back la!
>_<

2007-12-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

watched this christmas video

2007-12-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

2007-12-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

today went out. (again. hais tired sia)
went to meet my mama at suntec for this SHARP FAMILY FAIR
and she late again -.-
always late wth.
ah so anyway i jaywalked by following other ppl jaywalk lmao.

i now then realise suntec is very very very near marina square -.-
ah-ha-ha wols ya i know. :p
walked around then level1 toilet full .
so i went to level2 : no one -.-
why the ppl cannot improvise ah?.
upstairs no one just walk abit more then can le.
haiyo!. nvm ~~tpical singaporeans~~. like me! :D
but hor. . . the funny thing is that
i cannot find any banner promoting the SHARP FAMILY FAIR .
lmao .

the toilet door very nice!.
auto-matic open. ah but when midnight, then only you inside hor . . .
now thats not so nice ><> more of creepy.

so then my mother finally arrive .
got this other fair.
err. Bookwhatwhat thing.
aiya bad memory sorry .
also have a fair for wedding gowns.
alot of couples went seh~
envy ~.~

so we finally found the FAMILY FAIR hidden in a corner .
rofl loners -.-
so i found out that the fair is only for the invited peoples :o
but then still alot of ppl.
then like some big event like that must wear a tag.
walked around. . .
then the displays all sold le .
so there's like . . .
nothing to look at.
except this guy with the mic keep making so much noise.
so we went over to take a look.
the place is not really big la
just a exhibition room, not hall.
then got tables dunno for what

ok back to the noisy mic guy.
he was promoting this microwave oven.
except its not any ordinary oven.
its a use water cook oven
means healthy la. . . then like steam the food.
excpt hor. . .
there are alot of food you can cook with it .
for eg.

1 . toast bread(crispy)
2 . egg(hard boiled)
3 . chicken(vary by different types)
4 . a whole turkey(crispy)
5 . brocoli(cooked)
6 . potato with skin(u can at the whole thing)
7 . carrot(ah same as brocoli)

then got free samples so i eat.
free popcorn ah, coffee, floss candy. . .
aiya i hungry la~
so we bought the water oven thingy.
claimed goodies bag
$150 NTUC voucher

then went to the Book fair.
bought alot of books.
both chi&eng .
i very equal one :D
but i really wonder will i read them. . . hmm . . .
the longest page i've lasted for a story book is. . .
page3!. haha :))
noob -.-
lmao. no patience people is like that .
spent $83.28
oh my mama also bought a christmas card.
$7.10 hor. don't paypay!

ate at foodrepublic .
then me&my mama look like no need chair ppl la .
all ask us for chairs. . .
"is this chair taken?." ; "is this seat taken?." ; "do you mind i take this chair?."
lol. . . whatever?
then got this person KNOCKED DOWN THE CHAIR MY MAMA WAS SUPPOSE TO SIT.
& NOT ONLY THAT!. SHE KNOCKED DOWN LE NEVER LOOK BACK!.
AS IF SHE NEVER TOUCHED THAT CHAIR BEFORE!.
even the family beside turned around la -.-
wtf i had to personally go take up again.
but i scold her "fucking bitch" so i think its much better.
:D
who cares manners to a stranger la!.
somemore, a stranger that knocked down my chair. >:(

MARINA SQUARE BIG EVENT .
then passed by marina square
got this superstar there i think.
flooded with fans then tons of people taking photo
but they sit on the fence or they just too damn tall for me,
so i cannot see who is that la.
but then laobu say maybe is SHOW
okay lor then him bah.

went to buy a christmas gift for someone.
ah but then i don't really feel like giving her seh.
cause she just sucks
use money to buy people's heart ; likes boot-licking .
a dumbass. acts big. eat shit!.
then went to bus-stop
waited very long until finally reached.

oh i realise i cannot play psp while on bus.
i will get sick ; very very sick .
like headache then want to puke .
hahas.
end of today's journey.
its very tiring this week ~.~

aim : lets force me read books!.

advice from Fei : try not to eat panadol. take aspirin instead.
Reasons to convince you why :

- panadol stays in your liver for up to 5years.
- the side effect not so strong. (aspirin compared to panadol)

anyway they are the same size.
WARNING!.!.!
: if your stomach not good, don't take aspirin.

i'm still loving you throughout everything ;
i pray to the stars for a miracle to happen ;
i wish for a shooting star down the heaven.

thats all for now.
catch you later :D

2007-12-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

today went out with alessia, wendy & chaoyan .
& expected . . .
chaoyan is late again -.-
and i was damn blur just knowing where she is.
tomatoCAN!.

watched chipmunks :D
haha it was funny&touching some part.
want to know more?.
ownself go watch -.-
lmao.

while, i wanted to watch alot of movies
but i can't
reason : too young -.-
wtf . . .
Warlords&The Tatooistare the ones .
aiya why must have NC16, M18& R21
sooo unfair!.
put weakheart or damn scary even better mah!.
now de kids(which is me)is not playplay de hor!.
~~sex~~ and ~~violence~~ no big deal le lah.
its so common le lor!.
~~alamak~~ sian seh.

then went to eat at ljs blahblahblah u know the usual. . .
then while we were walking
suddenly go rewind back into the past.
for no stupid reason and started remembering what we did.
lmao thats kinda a refreshing memory.

i laughed alot today.
i always have headaches after eating ljs
i wonder why some people are so. . .
i wonder why i care why some people are so. . .
i wonder why when the some people will change and not be so. . .
i wonder. . . hmm. . .

in short. i am tired of everything. i wonder how next year's life would be. . .
p.s : i am not being emo. i'm just thinking too much :)

2007-12-13T18:34:00.000+08:00

A MSN CHATLOG OF FEI AND ME TALKING . . .

mine in blue ;
fei in black .

wow fei

u know melancholy?

lol me pro ok =_+

aiseh

what does it mean then

sad

T_T

mmm bingo

LOL

i help u make a cool phrase want?

ok

there's melancholy in the wind, and sorrow in the grass

I LIKE IT

good?

LOVE YOU

=]

someone i knew taught me one

sux too long

o.o

mmm u can change your pm le la

ｎｏ

I want keep the I miss you like I awlays do

hor hor and I see your blog you steal my phrase

oh then de lin front

-.-

fei

hello -.-

lol

only the front part

back part was mine

XD

and got a few people copy my phrase too!!

arrr

like sandy

=_=

oh haha

o.o

she copy?

LOL!!!

ah well good things are meant to steal xD

lol

2007-12-13T14:58:00.000+08:00

alamak!.
tmr got 2 place to choose.
WILDWILDWET or BOWLING
i also dno leh.
if wildwildwet got obstructions.
1. sick
2. weather
3. girls that thing. [aiya u know la]

so hor bowling sounds okay la.
but not so fun le bah
all you keep doing is...
use 3 fingers and throw a heavy ball
and hope that all the pins kena knocked over.

got good thing la.
1. air-con
2. who cares weather inside there
3. sick or period also won't affect

aiya so anyway both also have pros & cons la.
if there have wifi i think i bring lappy?.
then i sit down there surf net, chat msn & play games
& totally be a wet blanket + loner
L.O.L
ok over exaggerate.

mmm. hard choice.
there bound to be someone happy someone sad or someone glad.
err you all choose bah,
i am in favour of whichever is cheaper.
cause i realise buying furnitures & whatsoever really eats alot of money.

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oh & i wanna get a new hairstyle.
anything also can excpt really extreme ones.
so i am open for suggestions
carol : ~~maybe i chop off my hair~~, you will be very happy if i did that right?. xD
oh and have fun in penang :] i will miss you. Fei say there the food very nice to eat hor.

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chaoyan said i've grown up.
lmao that means last time i small kid ah =O
ah but anyway thanks.
turn one round compliment yourself
ya ya good influence. LOL.
go watch your movie with nan rens
have fun ah =D

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now discussing taxi fare price with alessia
crazy ppl
stupid la the oil price go up now we jialat T.T
omg . . .
i cannot take taxi liao.
my mama say now if she take taxi from house to work
is $20++ oh my. thats alot seh
then the extra charge also. . .
i speechless.
ohgod.
i want a car ~.~
very badly somemore.
car is very very good
but not as good as jetplane
but very very good.
to me : no more taxi rides :[

2007-12-13T11:42:00.000+08:00

its too late to aplogize, its too late . . .
i say its to late to apologize, its too late . . .

2007-12-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

A*Teens - Firefly

When I said go
I never meant away
You outta know
That the freaky games we play
Could you forgive and learn how to forget?
Here he is I'm calling out your name

Refrain:
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day,
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come leave me home
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it outta be
Firefly come back to me.

You and Me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
and if you told me how to make you understand
I'm mightier in a major kind of way

Refrain

Fly Firefly through the sky
Come and play with my desire
Don't be long
don't ask why
I can't wait another night
Wait another Night
Fire, Fire, Firefly!

2007-12-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

went out to eat with my mama
and she was late again -.-
i wonder today what day ah.
i reach JP got alotalot of ppl

went to eat at soup restaurant
long queue. . .
then maybe cause i am a kid
then i am surrounded by adults.
so the waitress tot i was with one of the adults
-.-
too bad ah.
my mama late and tons of ppl
so she finally arrived. . .
we ordered mm quite alot of food.
some were meant to be leftovers for me to eat tmr :D
we ordered

1 veg
1 tofu
1 olive rice
1 mee sua
1 soup

and thats for 2 ppl to eat.
lol yes quite a feast bah.
then eat finish went to COURTS
my mama want a new bed base.
but she don't want those kind of sink in one.
as in the mattress is like put inside
then ltr change the bed sheet must lift up.
very difficult and very tiring.
so she want those mattress PUT ON a platform or something.
okay so then those package de doesn't have the ones she want.
then i don't get why hor
cannot buy seperately then you ownself match the others.
which are the dressing table and a wardrobe

maybe those packages are better
but then sometimes u must think more flexible la hor.
xD
ok then we went home.
then on the lrt it jerked
my mama grabbing the handles and she hit my head from the back
=.= wth thanks la.
scare me somemore.
oh and my handphone low batt.
cannot listen to songs
~.~ sian lor.

i still miss you like i always do.
sometimes i go jurong point i still scared.
maybe i scared to see you?.
even if i do i hope i will
look good
reflect good
on you.
thats why i fear
so i must think carefully of what clothes to wear
and i always look very carefully at everyone that walked past me
i just want to see you for the first time
i just want you to once again talk to me.
i miss you.
just like a little sister.
&
nothing more.
its that too much to ask for?.
is that too hard to do?.
sometimes i don't get you.
but i regret the things i've said that never meant.
it was purely out of self-defense
young and dumb i was.
i'm really regretting
alot alot of things.
hais how to say. . .
oh
my
gosh
i think my heart just stopped beating

2007-12-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just hate some people
when they are smart they act dumb
just to play along with you
then at every tests or exams they do damn well
even when they claim they never study
even when after the test they say its damn hard.
thats very irritating you know.
and its troubling me also.

irritated
confused
stressed

yes i am in a mess
i can see that thank you
-.-

damn you
i hate you.

2007-12-11T20:53:00.001+08:00

today early in the morning woke up.
went to hospital to check backbone thing
the doc says its natural thing.
so nothing to do with my sitting posture or whatsoever.
so...
HENG AR!.

went to err...
wait i can remember..
got pass bugis...
got pass lavender...
OH!.
Eunos -.-

went to the fengshu master's office.
i cfm u know him if u read U zhou kan.
he's the one on the last page that tells zodiac one.
hui jie master i think. not sure ah.

so anyway we boked a slot le.
somehow la the person say within 2 weeks will settle for us.
better be hor... lmao
then kept walking on the market
then my mama say go take mrt -.-
so we had to head back lor...
a big challenge. cause...
we somehow were guided by ppl to go on which bus
then alight at which stop all those.

so went back to Eunos then ate at the foodcourt first.
my gong gong mama bought the wrong food for me -.-
i said kway chap then she go buy dunno what zhu za tang.
lmao xD then also ate pancakde with cheese&hotdogs.
my mama ate fried rice&potato/sweet potato soup.
next.

went to FUNAN IT MALL.
then on the train my mother keep saying
this stop alot ppl alight
then no one alight.
then what next stop alot ppl alight...
so i played along?. -.- lol

then we reached.
saw alot of printers then deciding which to buy.
so old-fashioned abit went to CHALLENGER
finally decided on a HP printer/scanner/copier/print things ON the disc.
not storage ah ppl read carefully.
ON the disc.
as in u can really see it.
then carry the big printer very heavy.
lucky my mama spotted my neighbour's daughter&husband.
we sort of used them cause they say bring home for us.
yay!. tytyty :D
my mama wallet a big hole again haha.
next is go to this HortPark.
i guess taxi drivers don't watch news or smtn
cause like 1% knows where is that place.
lol heng got actual address from my mama's friend.
xD
went there.
alot of booths.
then got this idiot company
RED APPLE
the same company who sold me my basketball couch.
the delivery man say going to reach our house
then we outside. so i was like wtf? -.-
then we complain to the company and the guy say will arrange.
but we never hear from him since ... -.-
so i ask my mama call again.
this time ANOTHER guy answered.
and this guy said thurs then send.
so i was more WTF

then nvm we continue walkwalk.
my mama bought a can of herbal jelly drink.
then she complain she drink all water.
don't have the jelly when the whole point of the drink is the jelly.
so after she complain finish the jelly "appeared" lol.
then i saw some booths selling cute cute small plants.
OH I FORGOT TO MENTION -.-
its a plant exhibition or smtn
by the environmental board or i dunno.
so the whole stretch of booths
by big organisations or small organisations
walked finish really tiring -.-
cause the stupid place damn big.

in the end i bought 3 small catcus
my mama bought a red plant thing
for my grandfather of course.
he ♥ plants. :D
ok then heavy rain
i ate laksa while my mama kept talking to dunno what in-charge.
about their community garden proj.
then the stupid RED APPLE called again.
and now the delivery man say coming to our hse -.-
wtf when that idiot guy said thurs -.-
to make things worse...
the heavy rain
and we are at a place 1% taxi drivers know where we are!.
the taxi we called cancel cause he really can't find
heng got someonetake cab come in
so we got on lor.
then got traffic jam blahblahblahs...
the usual lor during rainy days.

reached home
collect back the printer from my neighbour.
then the couch came.
haha i love it! :D
♥ basketball couch.

i am satisfied.
for now.

2007-12-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS :D

today tons to events seh.
one word.
tired ~.~

i'm still thinking of someone . . .

my new basketball couch + stool (:

3 little catcus i bought at HortPark

a yin yang water fountain thing.

Venus fly trap :D

a heart. made of leaves?.
sweet :)

SUNFLOWER ♥

"would you like a flower?"
(:

"oh darn. my pretty face is blocked by pretty flowers.
oh well."
*shrugs shoulders*

a closer look at my basketball couch ♥

you might be wondering whats this.
its actually grass ,
of different textures :D

alot alot
or actually
a row of flowers. ♥

a tree stucked out in the middle.
look at the ground.
thats the grass from above.

okay no more excuses of the grass hard to be seen
:D

2007-12-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

have fun watching these classic pink panther videos . =D

2007-12-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really wonder what you mean to me .
sometimes i regret saying things that i don't mean .
sometimes you make my heart beats .
sometimes you make me very weak .

sometimes i really wish you were here .
sometimes i really hope i did not say those things .
sometimes my first wish is to change the past .
sometimes i will blame myself for knowing you .

if i hadn't known you ,
where in this complicated world would i be .

i think i need you .
i think i miss you .
i know this christmas isn't going to be the same .
it won't be as meaningful as last year .
and thats why in my heart ,
i hold regrets . . .

2007-12-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

today when out with alessia.
imm. then we just going to see this couch la lol.
the couch i bought.
see finish talk talk & walk walk around~
then went to eat at BAGUS/BANQUET

waited very long for the stupid shuttlebus.
went to popular to see sharpeners.
but i never buy cause all too big to fit in my pencilbox lol.
so we left.
for home.

2007-12-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

lol browsing youtube then saw this video.

2007-12-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

today went out with chaoyan lol. she damn early. we meet at 1pm then 1.30pm she finally appeared?. o.o then when i was going to lrt station prepared to go lot1 that time very heavy rain. i see my watch then i think " heng i left early. if not now then i would leave home at that heavy rain time lol. "

kay then we travelled to causeway because that side de train came first. by a few seconds only -.- then chat chat chat buy ticx to THE GOLDEN COMPASS after that went to eat at banquet. so chaoyan finally tried the Brooktown High. i say fun le she don't believe -.- and she restarted 4 or 5 times just cause she thinks the person not nice lol. Rage sucks!. attitude half-naked boy act cool nia! Beeman is a nerd & Brett very high ego.

then we went to buy snacks & went in. chaoyan keep saying we sit at the corner so i kept saying corner good what. beside the stairs mah so easy. then she keep saying its a wall beside us then i say nonsense la stairs la what wall. so we went in and beside really is wall -.- wtf maybe i went into diff cinema cause its always stairs at the side mah. not meh? o.o

ok movie finish went to arcade play play. then we got shocked by this HAMMER GAME or smtn. is see your power how high la. damn funny lol. one xiaoboyboy play he got 25. thats very high -.- max is 30. okay then we play the one pod game then ping ping pang pang hit here hit there. & smtn like o2jam smtn like DJMAX de music game. but we lost cause too damn hard -.-

walked around & played with alot of glasses. chaoyan played, not me. i wonder... she one little shop can play until so fun then if go specs shop = jialat?. wah lmao. so then we went to walk around in shops. then went on mrt and i saw this very horny thing -.- i ONLY curious cause i saw a banana then i was looking at what thing put on the banana. not intentionally. (dunno got this word anot.)

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went to IMM with my mama to see furnitures.
then eat eat and went to see.
then i saw anna & we talk talk abt CCAC camp until her parents all disappear lol.
but i saw then waving to us from the opposite la haha.
(ANNA! I SAW U!) xD
I CAN FINALLY DIE WITH NO REGRETS (exaggerated)
i finally found the basketball couch + stool that my primary school library have.
wth RED BOX . kewl. then my mama not happy with their service just cause no one came to serve us -.-
aiyo... must understand ppl's feelings mah piang.
so nvm. bought this $199 couch.
when tuesday send here then i show all of u.
i love the chair. dunno why but i like it.
probably the only thing i love abt my sch
excpt the fact that i think my primary school rocks more than my secondary school.
why?.

1. MORE AWARDS
2. MORE MONEY
3. WAYYY BIGGER HALL
4. WAYYY BIGGER BASKETBALL COURT+NETBALL COURT + PARADE SQUARE + SOCCER FIELD
5. WAY BETTER PA SYSTEM
6. WAY BETTER IT
7. GOT HIRE IT PROFESSIONALS LOR
8. WAY BIGGER TOILET
9. WAY MORE AIRCONS -.-
10. ROCKS MORE THAN SECONDARY SCHOOL.

this is one of the other couch i think nice .
see the "okay" hand?. i think not bad. u think not nice not my prob cause i think not bad.
then i wanted to buy the dice stool but my mama nagnagnag... ~.~

ok then went to buy bakua. my mama just don't believe me where then shuttlebus is even when i had been there alot alot alot of times. like that time we were asked by aunties 2 times for the shuttlebus location (i somehow have a feeling we have a stamp chopped on our foreheads (LOST?. SHUTTLEBUS INFORMATION ASK THIS PERSON ) -.-
ok then buy food for tmr morning.

reply to tags.
alessia : ya lor lol. U ROCKS TOO! tyty~ bow. =)
carol : lmao ty. i tot sacarsm? o.o someone changed...
wendy : wah thanks for spamming. i will spam u back sometime. i choose the auspicious hour first.
eileen : o.o haha. simi close-up on atiqah's blog?. lol tyty i love you too :D
laobu : eh hi laobu. tyty xie lar. i change the things until pek chek u know. then when i press wrong then everything cancelled i even more pek chek lol -.- so i shall leave it as it is :D

2007-12-07T14:58:00.000+08:00

ooh~ finally changed to new skin :D i know not so nice but its the best i can do. haven't add alot of things and don'tknow what song to put as also. any suggestions?.

2007-12-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

aiya wanted to change blogskin then when i almost done. my hand acci hit alt i think then everything reset back and i couldn't figure out how to change the things again. aiya nvm nvm next time :D

2007-12-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

aiya sianned. i blog for the sake of blogging and for u people smtn to read and waste your time.
i dreamt of someone again. then in my dreams that someone MSN ONLINE -.-
wtf i hate these kind of dreams. in real life don't want happen then in my dreams keep on happening. i know purposely one right?.
or isit i craved too hard thats why my dream is satisfying my cravings of some sort.

chat with xunwei a.k.a gin a.k.a uncle and i asked for a christmas present lol.
cause i couldn't think of what to start saying.
and he said he will give me a hamster? LOL.
and he will wear a plastic bag over his head so i said rmbr cut holes for eye nose all those ah. lol then crap finish he forgot where we chat until T.T
actually he forgot too many times cause we sidetrack at every new topic. LOL.
he lives at the other side of singapore from me seh. sengkang. wah wah wah damn far.
but then i want a hamster. or at least a pet la wth.
my stupid parents keep thinking the fur will give asthma all those.

then sms-ed jeron korkor. also talking about pets! LOL. and he told me he saw this chio girl in mrt but don't dare ask cause he shy? LOL.
jeron shy hmm... weird combination but okay la acceptable.

okay i stop here.Stop.

2007-12-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

eh hi. i lazy to blog. don't care la aiyo. want to know more? go this website --- WENDY
okay?. have fun reading.

2007-12-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

★處女座：

事實上巨蟹座和處女座可以說是一對寶，兩個人都重視實際、也很需要安全感，特別是他們不喜歡太過花俏的外表，和浪費金錢，可以在家裡吃飯何必出去吃大餐？更特別的是兩個星座都一樣愛碎碎念，還真不知道鹿死誰手呢？

in short. cancer girl is a perfect match with a libra boy. (really meh?) o.o

2007-12-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

LETS JUST POST PICTURES! :D

today went out with alessia ailin josephine wendy

LOL. alessia

Me & wendy :D

err. close-up?. of the same picture as above. [p.s THE GRASS POKE POKE PAIN -.-]

Ailin Wendy Me Josephine x33

Heads!

Jo & me. one up one down? -.-

Me & alessia. we sort of like clash together in the photo -.-

Jo & wendy. haha

Jo & ailin. lol

alessia & wendy. rofl

me & wendy. lmao

ailin. solo diao

alessia and jo. l a u g h

wendy & ailin. hoho

Jo & ailin. wrong photo -.- got one should be they jump up and it looks damn nice.

lol Jo. dang dang dang dang~ dang dang dang dang~ (wedding)

LOL. me & a big stuff toy doggy.

Me & winnie the pooh. i wonder i was looking at what -.-

ohmygosh what the hell u think u 2 are doing? frenchkiss? =x

Me & wendy. and a pair of elmo's eyes. xD

HIHI. *waves elmo*

5 of us the reflection. hmm...

2007-11-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

watched Fred Claus tdae with taufiq. its nice everyone. GO WATCH! :D mmm... & we go lost in marina sqaure. actually we started thinking that city link was marina square then we realise we wrong.
went to arcade play those sit down ones. got this game i think everyone sure know but i just forgot the name la. its 2 little guys with guns shoot shoot shoot then rescue ppl then got boss whatsoever. we spent 3/4 of our tokens cause keep dying lol. i seriously lousy at these kind of games.
then taufiq got play this 2 games. one is like zookeeper. like those crazy taxi stand up play with gear then this one is chase after animals and throw rope and throw net capture them. i really don't get how ppl play these games. the next is some airplane game where its very big and the whole thing can move one LOL. again i forgot the name. bad memory. what to do? can't help la too bad.
next payed Time Crisis 2 my fav but no pro enough to complete whole game using one play i know those pros lik wah one shot kill then dode very fast but those pros are not me so too bad :))
played psp. Dynasty Warriors Vol 2. Burnout Dominator, Taiko Drum Master 2, Sega Rally.
ate at LJS, played more psp and went home. took a very long time cause needed to alight at yishun cause the mrt need to go home sleep or smtn they just told us to get out la. or smtn like that. i listening songs then suddenly everyone was alighting and the lights suddenly went out -.- wth nice way to tell us to get off. LOL. maybe i just didn't hear. either way thats it. and i lazy to change colour so just little bold here and little size changing there. yeah its very plain i know i know. oh now i suddenly think of those phrases "Accessories sold seperarely." "Avaliable in all stores nationwide." blahblah. hahahaha. (:

2007-11-29T15:08:00.001+08:00

listening to one song now. check it out!

FIXING A BROKEN HEART - INDECENT OBESSION

There was nothing to say
The day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

CHORUS
You really know where to start
Fixing my broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Oh yeah

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that lead me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near
Yeah

Just like an answered prayer
You made the loneliness easy to bear

CHORUS
You really know where to start
Fixing my broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past
Cause here we are at last

CHORUS
You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
Fixing a broken heart